Friday, July 8, 2011
Im 16, this isn't fair.... :(?
Last summer I found out that I had Ovarian Cancer..then in August I had surgery.. I had both ovaries, and filopian tubes removed.. so realisticly i can't have kids, but i can. I still have my uterus. I will jus have to get inseminated and hopefully it'll work. I dont want kids at this moment but you know, i looove kids sooo much and it killed me when they told me i probably couldn't have any.. and ive been dealing with this all year and i feel like... no guy is going to want me because i can't have kids you know? like.. idk...like when i'm older how am I going to tell someone that i cant have kids?? My biggest fear is that they would leave me or something... Almost all of my friends know about my situation and i just feel different.... I've had like no self esteem and i dont't feel very "womanly" cause i dont have my ovaries and cant have kids... if tht makes sense?.. advice on how to deal/manage a relationship??? -thanxxx
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